Trees
It surprises me when I think about how the silhouette of a tree is it’s identity. No two trees can have the same outline. It’s identity is not the place it’s in, not the species it is, but the outline. When one sees a tree in line with the sun behind it, one can truly […]
Aware
I ask myself, “Why do you think that is?” Is it because I know that these are delusions of an impossible future? Is it because I am very aware of my unrealistic and absurd paranoia? I don’t know.
A Smiling Portrait
I am looking at myself. It’s a portrait from 15 years ago. I am smiling. Why? Who knows? Maybe my parents. I’m smiling at the camera. Something I am incapable of now. But I do smile. I can’t look at it. Because whenever I try to, in front of a mirror, I am disgusted by […]
Self-Consciousness
Not living in the moment but also living right above it. Both the personas, the one inside the body and the one standing right behind are influencing the moment. I am tired of being aware. Only a self-conscious person would understand that logic. It’s not like the part of me that’s self-conscious can actually do […]
Tsunami Dream
It all started when I was walking towards the beach from my home. Me, my mother, and some other family members. As I was gazing upon the sea, which I consider one of the beautiful sceneries of nature, I said to my mother that it is my dream to live in a house by the […]
Groceries
Dark. The ceiling fan is rotating at its top speed. Four windows are not adequate to eradicate the darkness in this room. There are various objects on the study table. The first column of objects is arranged in an orderly way. The rest reek of hopelessness. The lay-back office chair, which doesn’t suit the demeanor […]
Love and Death
Death: A stone on the side of the road. The road which he takes every day to go to work. This stone just sits on the side of the road watching the cars go by every day. It’s just an ordinary looking stone. But he finds it fascinating. Although the emotion he felt at first […]